to get an idea...

some days i feel like this. maybe a bit bigger belly. ha ha. i was going to post the pic of danny devito in batman when he played the penguin - but that was too scary for me to look up. but the penguins have the waddle, they can't see their feet, they can't move very fast and their shape is very similar to mine at the moment :)

people keep asking me if i'm scared or if i'm ready. i don't think i'll ever feel that i'm fully ready, but i am ready to meet our baby and be able to hold her. i'm so excited for this new big change and adventure of the unknown :) and of course i'm scared - who isn't scared about bringing a child into this world - i'm scared about being a horrible parent, not knowing what to do, if she's not healthy, etc. there are so many emotions and thoughts all the time. but more good than bad. and mike and i need to find a different word other than excited.